Grad!

this is the best and only time to think about gradnight on Dec 6th... otherwise it'll be too late. and i can't back out too.. of course i'm not going to back out just because i dont know what to wear.. hmm... well i'm not used to dressing up.. always getting paranoid too, about over- or under-dressing for a certain occasion. always feel so self-conscious. but to that, my mum never fails to say, "stop thinking that everyone is looking at you, cuz they're not." haha. sheesh. mum says i should customise what i'm going to wear. tailor-make it. cuz i'm small in stature.. small shoulders and short. hmm. and it'll be different from others. only brief ideas now but think it'll be a lil under-dressy.. sheesh.