so practicals are over.. next thursday, it's actually really starting. GP and then so on.. for a whole month. to 25th Nov. Get ready to run this marathon!

watched Cellular just now with my family. I never really like to answer people when they ask me whether it's good. cuz i think my taste is always different from them. so i'll feel guilty if i found it nice and they go watch it and dont find it nice. so don't ask me! yeah, anyway i liked it. as the movie progresses, you kinda forget that they ARE total strangers. cuz they are talking to each other throughout.. it's only the last part when it all ends well when you realise, Oh ya it's the first time they ever met face to face. this total stranger who saved your family. i liked the movie.

so, confront me now. ask me why i went to watch the movie when I should be studying!! and stop thinking I'm hardworking and i'm all stressed up and should relax. I AM stressed but only because I'm NOT studying! pls lock me somewhere with a supply of water and some food.. ALONE. sometimes i like to be alone. sometimes with other people. but those people gotta be ppl who are likeable. so they wont distract me. this week, it's been wonderful! :) thank YOU.

sigh... sometimes i wish person X will stop doing those things. it's getting on my nerves. and making me very uncomfortable. irritated. annoyed. i dont know how i can turn things around to make it seem okay. in a way, it's done towards me. and i'm very sure it's only me. i feel insulted, abused in a way. not physically of course. not exactly emotionally either. something. i wish i could shut it out. turn my senses off. but i cant. go away. or stop it! cant talk to person X. for fear of negative emotions built up in person X which is highly possible, from past experiences. it then might seem to be my fault.
but dont think it's you. or dont ask me who. like Alan, how am i supposed to answer if person X's you? but i doubt person X will ever ask. so i bet it's not any of you hozzy's-blog-readers out there. dont worry. cuz it's something you hozzy's-blog-readers i know will never do =) of course, hozzy's-blog-readers are those readers who have identified themselves.. still, if person X reads this, which i think he/she wont, then reflect and change yourself. but, knowing person X, i think person X wont find anything wrong with those things that person X does. OR, go into depression. gee.

Things i wanna do after A's :
read alot.
practise piano.
exercise regularly (very important) though i cant do sports really. maybe walking will do. haha.