NUS science , or NTU Biological Science. Give me a sign!! Where do I go!! Somehow, I seem to want to go NTU, but I am not sure. Argh..
I do not understand the way Someone works. I feel like a toy. It was not funny. It just brought back horrible memories. It did not feel fun. Maybe to you, yes. But I really hoped not, because that would mean you are horrible, perhaps cruel and heartless to a certain extent. And I never once believed you were like that. I understand your intentions. But you do not know what I went through. I just feel it was not fair at all, to put me through all that, and it was supposed to be not a big deal at all? No, it was not funny.
I guess some things really are the result of wrong decisions, but it doesn't mean it was not meant for those decisions to be made. Because, maybe, it was meant for us, or me, to learn the hard way. It totally sucks, but there was a moral lesson at the end of the day.
It is kinda 'off-balance', that these little issues of every human life can affect us so, when there is a more urgent and important issue that every Christian knows. It is really all starting to come to an end, but we are distracted by little things.
1 comment:
hey hozzy, sometimes when it seems to hard to decide... keep seeking the Lord. i had such a hard time deciding which course i wanted to on doulos. people kept telling me to seek the Lord... i dint know how God was going to reveal really. but He did. so pray my sister:) and do what will give the Lord the max glory. keep praying... keep seeking. the Lord will guide! :)
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