it's starting soon!

13-15th july : Campus Crusade orientation camp.
18-22nd/23rd july : Hall Orientation camp.
And then, 25th's the first day of university for me.

Excited, really. Don't know who I'll meet. How life's gonna be like.

But, afraid. Afraid of change. Things I might need to change.. compromise and accomodate. Man..

We are taking on a different strategy, hoping to do things according to our 'gifts' and 'talents'. Do things the best we can. Yet, or because it's this way, I'm beginning to really doubt my abilities. Everything I say I do, I seem to go the opposite way. Like it's totally contradicting. Which also means, I can do..nothing. SIGH.

I think I've been too long out of action and have become slack. OUT OF ACTION, meaning I haven't been using my brains to think. I might stopped myself, even, from thinking too much, but have gone too far, and switched off. I need to push myself. Just need to pick myself up and start walking. Move on.