the f word.

Fail.

I remember believing that I'll fail, because I was so unprepared for the exam. I felt like I only knew 5% of what was required of us to know. But then I passed (100% God's grace), though not a good grade, but I passed.

It is 11hrs from now to the first paper of my 4th round of exams in uni. And I feel the same.. actually, worse. I really think I understand too little of it. But I still gotta sit for it. piece of shh-.. erm.. faeces. waste. dung. brown thing. 'sheet'.

Have had far too much distractions. Not good at all. Must focus. FOCUS!

Last-minute studying is not so bad, ONLY if you've been doing consistent work. I haven't had the time to be consistent. darn it. So screwed up. and L-M studying is not so bad, if you're not in Uni. so, yeah, that sorta wraps up my situation. i'm in deep sheet, right.
but til results are out, I can only focus on getting through til 2nd may. 2nd may 2nd may 2nd may. soon, soon..

Away, Distraction! Away with you! must. study.