Enough for me.

Some people are living out their days doing something exciting, something worthwhile, something purposeful. They are making use of this limited lifetime as much as they can. Or at the very least, they are doing something; as opposed to my blantness and stagnancy, and perhaps even back-sliding.
But I don't need these things in my life, really.

If I could even love God truly and just live rightly for Him, it will be enough for me. If I could just do this right, it will be enough for me. That's all I ask.

Had enough of all those false calls I've made. 'Life-changing' moments, my a**. If anything, I was worse off and further deeper into a life of sin. I can testify that living, as if God doesn't exist, is insecure, unstable, and without peace. It's basically a dead life (an oxymoron that you do not want to live out).

After pushing God away for so long, like this kid, I want to look up and see His face again. Mum has been memorising the Beatitudes, so I decided to read that yesterday night (first time reading the Bible for real in ages). And here it says: Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. Pure in heart!

Now then, as I mark my 22 years of God-blessed living, this is my wish. I wish to return to Him, to love Him wholeheartedly, to see His face. It will be enough for me.