yeah in school now. the farewell concert just finished not long ago. well, it was a little boring.. not all-that-great... appreciate their efforts anyway.
yesterday during worship, i suddenly felt like everything was so fake. that everyone was singing cuz, it was time to sing. oops no offence intended. it's a really horrible feeling. maybe it's just me. yesterday was like a gloomy day. everything felt so boring. and somehow, due to several different reasons i wont mention, everybody's spirits were dampened.. but i tried to keep myself 'alive'.
i didnt go down to friday meeting. i didnt go down for bay. wanted to study. and wanted to see how it feels when i skip something i usually dont skip NO MATTER WHAT. wanted to feel what others who skipped bay cuz of studies were feeling. i guess there's the satisfaction that i've studied. but maybe part of me feels that i've lost out a little. i dont know. what about YOU?
i was touched by the song, Lead me to the cross of Jesus.
'how can i know peace within, lead me to the cross of Jesus.....'
reminds me of how i panicked on friday.
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yup. i felt like i lost out alot when i stopped goin down to study. but God redeemed that time for me... you know? i stayed home and studied because i honored my parents, and they told me to. and in return God honored me and was close, and gave me peace about it. =) so it worked out ok
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