now it hurts all the time. i wonder when it'll be over. if i dont hold back i am going to cry.

a friend's sister told her to focus on the pain she's feeling and it'll go away. and i thought, duh! it'll go away some time anyway. I still dont believe in that.

so maybe i should think harder about some other things even though the wound really hurts now.

i first noticed it 3days ago. maybe it's a bite from a 'creature' of some sort, or maybe it's one of those pimple things that dont appear on your face. but it was beginning to hurt. yesterday the area around it turned reddish and swelled a little. and my right arm's movements were restricted because it hurts whenever i bend or straighten my arm. and i can feel pain whenever i move. this morning i visited the doctor. He used a needle and poked into it to empty the pus. i didnt watch of course. it just, hurts. and no, i didnt cry. it was definitely pain enough to cause a girl to cry. but no. i was determined not to walk out of the room teary-eyed. now it hurts all the time.

PAIN!