i'm back in school. just about 14hours before my first paper. And feeling on the brink of tears again because I haven't finished 101 and I still have a lab report due tomorrow and it's really bad and probably worse because I know I won't stop. I'll keep going on no matter what. charging ahead blindly? I WILL finish 101 tonight. And then see if I can rush out the remaining 50% of my lab report after the exam.

And still rather sad.. and then...

And then there's live firing somewhere not too far away. I'm amused. I don't know whether to think those NS boys are in a worse state than me, or if I'm still DEADer than them. I don't know. I don't know. I don't have the time to think. (but then why do I have the time to type this whole lot of crap)

All the best to me, Hozanna.

I am going to buck up next sem onwards. I hope no one discourages me on that. then I will be REALLY happy.