I'm a bad person. I've known it long enough. At least, I don't go around saying that That's who I am, I can't change, I don't care, Who cares if you like it or not. No. I go around feeling guilty, and sorry for myself and people around me. I feel.. remorseful, and upset that I should be alive and well and enjoying the basic comforts of life, while making people miserable. How can one feel okay, knowing that you have said something or done something that hurt another human being. How can you accept yourself, to be the cause of someone's unhappiness.

Try to be a better person. However, acknowledge that it can't be done, without His power.

She says, Why be hard on yourself? But, I can't help it. Perhaps I can find a balance. But til then, I rather take the weight of the world on my shoulders, than be someone who is oblivious to the hurts of others.

Sorry, if I offended you. I really am. I will change. Slowly, but surely.

..the eyes that see my sin, would look on me with love and watch me rise again...