So, maybe I sounded like I felt like I'm really useless. Well, I do. But that's not really my point. My point is that, I feel even more useless because it seems these 'uselessnesses' matter. When they shouldn't.. right? To be more specific, I feel unaccepted, among my church/christian friends. Like today. I have no idea why I made those decisions today, but then they brought me to a classic situation, where there were people around, but I didn't know where to go, who to go to. Because I didn't fit in. Why did I remain.. no idea. I feel like I can't talk to any of you. As in, talk.

Ugh. I should get rid of this.. 'emo'-like thing that seems to be going on. I sound so.. attention-wanting/seeking. eew. darn it.