Sunday, March 18, 2007

pulled a muscle at the ankle last week at fusion. realised it 2 days later, and was partially handicapped for the rest of the next week, which was this week. Then it started to Not hurt, and I thought it miraculously healed. But then it hurt, Sometimes. Like, huh. Today was AFTH concert, and that muscle's feeling abit sore.

Still, if I really did pull a muscle, shouldn't I be in great pain? I mean, it does sounds like I should be, based on how internet sources described 'pulled muscles'.
So, I really don't know what's going on; except that there IS pain.

And then, there's also what I call the 'Psychology of injuries'. Basically, I've regarded my ankle as injured, and walked like it was injured, and felt pain like it was injured. But hey, who knows, I mightn't have been really that injured, or it could have healed even if I was.. but because I think it's an injury, and that it still is, I'll continue to feel pain, and continue to limp. And then forget how to depend on my right ankle, to put my weight on it, to jump on it, to dance on it. It will feel stiff, and sometimes pain.

So, just when I really think it was all gone (cuz I could walk okay), today's long rehearsal plus concert, caused a soreness in that exact same muscle. My ankle does hurt abit. But maybe it really doesn't.
Ha. oh well. the main thing now, is to get JDC over and done with. Then EOSP, then, THE END. Let EOSP end it all with a big bang! Theme: Kings & Queens! Yay, purple.

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