This morning, Jeffrey Goh told us that everytime we write down the date, or specifically the year, we are actually testifying that God sent Jesus down to earth. It's AD 2008 (Anno Domini, Latin for The Year of Our Lord)! I was struck by how true that was.
While researching, it appears that Common Era (CE) is used as an alternative designation because of the "Christian conception" of AD. Erm hmm, right, okay.
Christmas is just round the corner. Should it be life-changing? Should it be a time or re-dedication? Should it be a time of true praise and worship to God?
I left this morning's service unsatisfied (regardless of the good message from JG). Unsatisfied and disappointed with myself, because I am unable to let go, to trust, to hand my fear over. I am already starting to be hypocritical, hiding behind a certain facade; that just adds to the fear. *I think this is affecting other parts of my life as well, being unable to fully commit, unable to take ownership, unable to trust.
Nonetheless, I think I'm still hanging around because of the logic part of my brain. Ingrained facts that tells me God will not forsake me, He has not forgotten me, that He is God, God is love, and love never fails. I suppose I have our hardcore Sunday School to thank for this!
Happy hols.
1 comment:
hello friend! harcore sunday school is quite funny though our heart condition when it comes to Jesus isn't :)
I loved hanging out at your place! We must do it again... *thick skin*
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