Sometimes there comes along a "moment" when I really would want to stop and just soak in it. They are rare, and happen when I can't stop unless I don't mind looking like I suddenly 'switched off' in my head.
Specifically, most of these moments happen when I'm just about to reach home, when I'm walking under my block towards the elevator, in the evening. It's not warm and humid, instead there's wind and it's all rather serene.
It happened today! And not just then, also when I walked down the wide steps at central. I almost did just stop.
Actually, maybe it's just the weather that I like. Today's evening is cool. Even now, some wind is blowing through my windows into my room. I stress that because breeze and wind just don't enter my room. I can actually feel it while sitting at my desk! Hah!
I once almost posted that I feel like everyone's moving forward while I haven't. Well, I still feel that way, like I'm not growing, not maturing, not adapting, not adjusting, not evolving. I'm about to be wiped out by selective pressure! I guess I should be thankful that that isn't the way our souls are saved by God.
But then, it's not like I'm in any state to talk about God and holy life and praying and faith.
One day, I'm going to look back at this post, like I do to my even older posts (even at the other blog!), and feel ashamed. Well, as if I don't already.
A blog's for moments like these, though!
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