Yeap it's 1st Dec, the exams have been over for 5 days. It hasn't exactly been "Phew!Woah!Yay!"-like. More like a mellow mood, like a sunset. A little bittersweet: great that it's over, but it also marks the near end of this phase of life, and the near beginning of a whole new one. Bittersweet, because this 3.5 years have been too eventful and new, but also filled with many many regrets, bad decisions and more bad decisions. They are over, but I would have hoped for second chances at life. They could have been better really, I could have lived a much better life, I could have been a much better person. Oh I know, the bad things give me a learning platform to be a better person, right? I don't think so. I think I've only wasted time and emotions. And what irony (and stupidity)! Of all times to waste my life away, I choose the most expensive and important years of my education. Tsk-tsk.
Of course, I'm not graduating yet. I should save reflections for when I do graduate.
Like a sunset, like a sigh.
1 comment:
heyyyyy, im praying for you! but im really really going to miss you when im gone for 2 whole weeks! ahhhhh! :) hee, oh well, see you soon! (heehee, i got someone else to be my scapegoat for tea duty nxt wk :))
love, cherie
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