Mdds?

I’ve been on a plane for two whole days. Or a ship. Or at least, it seemed like it. Within the mind, bobbing up and down, yawing here and there.. It’s like winning a ticket on a plane ride with continuous supply of fuel to go on and on and on.

 

Mal de debarquement Syndrome? But I haven’t had it every day. Mostly when really tired, like early in the morning, lean forward to rinse your mouth or wash your face, and woah, rocked forward a little. Or ‘rocked forward’ a little. Hah.

 

Whatever it is, it’s like a lasting souvenir from that flight to US two years ago. Thank you for flying with us, and.. may you continue to do so. Muahahah. It’s like the airplane version of Hotel California – you can check out anytime you want, but you can never leave. Cue horror music right now.

 

Maybe two days ago I was just too burnt out and so it triggered it off badly. And made it last for the past two days. Usually it’s only when I’m leaning forward, or bending down, or just in a place with the background hum of air-conditioning. Now it’s almost all the time. And since I’m in the office all day, I’m constantly ‘on the plane’. Even now, sitting down, and not moving anything but my hands, I’m on a ‘rocking ship’. In fact I think a modern cruise is more stable than this.

 

Well, I count my blessings, at least I’m not wrecked with nausea. I’m totally alright except for the constant mild disorientation. I survived one of the busiest work days yesterday, travelled between places and did various things, and hey I’m still alive!

For one, it’s definitely all in my head, I’m not really rocking to and fro, cuz no one noticed! Hah! That, or I conceal very well.

 

Well now, I can say that I have an unbalanced mind. Hah.