Some people would die to have a chance to be in charge of something, be in charge of people. I got these responsibilities rather reluctantly. I mean, just don't put me at the top.
It's killing me every moment. I have to keep reminding myself that we live in an ugly world. People are at their own free will to make your life miserable. Zero consideration for anybody else, anything else, but themselves. those selfish *. Can't you just make an exception for a week? or even a DAY? Just a couple of hours!! But NO. You have to be so freakin' busy and say yes and suddenly change your mind again.
I learnt that in an ugly world, plans don't work out.





Yes, I'm terribly pissed off. Thank goodness for the other side, where I still have the nice people from Lindy Hop.